Beki's Blog

My life and the journey to self-awareness

Re-focusing, again – and a fitness challenge!

So much happened to me internally after I finished my sprint triathlon almost 3 weeks ago. And none of it was what I expected. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Most people would finish a sprint triathlon and then feel like they could conquer the world. I finished and felt like I should have done better. Good grief! Continue reading


May 6, 2010 Posted by | Fitness Challenge, Me, Weight Loss | , , , , , | 3 Comments

My Fitness Big 3

At the beginning of this year, I told Daniel that I wanted to log 250 miles of running in 2010.  I just looked at what I’ve logged so far this year, and if I keep up what I’m doing, I will run nearly 400 miles by the end of the year!  Wow!  Last year, I set a goal to try new things – things that were outside my comfort zone, things I may not like or be good at.  I just wanted to try.  That was my goal.  Continue reading

March 11, 2010 Posted by | Me, Shrinking Jeans, triathlon, Weight Loss | , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Who Am I?

Am I:
• A wild child stuck in a non-adventurous, scared girl’s body & mind
• A stripper stuck in a normal girl’s body
• A runner stuck in a non-athletic body
• A lover stuck in a girl who’s been burned’s heart

We all have ideas of who we are and who want to be. But the reality of our actual life’s experiences can seem to get in the way. How the hell do we change that? One of my favorite quotes is: “Nothing changes if nothing changes.” Continue reading

November 18, 2009 Posted by | Me | , , , , , , | 2 Comments